Claudia

Analyze,recognize,realize. we sure have many more of those words in our heads and i do mean women head. We love analyzing,complicating and multiplying our problems in to a big black hole of nothing. Because we just build up in our head with a lot of nossens and all of that nossens is based on insecurity,instability and loneliness. Im talking from my one experience. I love to analyze,to try to see what the other persons thoughts are and try to get in to their heads. Its exciting,uplifting and makes my head twirl. Im weird i know but im also a poet,a philosopher a good writer and a love a good story and finding out how the human mind works. I my self are having a problem not try to analyze things,it makes me just want to disappear,puke,hide under a pillow or just cry. I mean its hard not get jealous,sad or insecure when you are afraid of loosing someone right?. And women are often afraid of that,and we at that moment start to analyze and put on a wall so we can see others weakness,figure them out before they get to close which in a way they already have thats why the wall comes up. Since a was a little girl i have never thought bad about people so i have never had a wall up and analyze those who are near me because i didin´t think they would hurt me but in a hard way i learned that you have to analyze and have a wall so people wont hurt or take advantage of your kindness. It´s hard to find a balance between analyzing and being your own guard of your heart. We don´t need to put on a wall,we don´t need to think bad about people and we dont need to be afraid it comes with life and living is pain but its a bittersweet hapiness. Dont ever forget that analyzing is a way to see the world with bigger and brighter eyes but dont do it with fair and insecure because you might fall deep in to the black hole.

days loong leason:
Analyze why not!!
Analyze to deep be carefoul you might go crazy BELIVE ME!!
Girls stop analyzin men they are not complicated!!
Girls stop trying to read a man there is nothing o read...(:p)
Men start talking we dont like to nag.

Until next time because i might be analyzing some more;)
Peace,Love & Devotion
XOXO MISS C